I feel so heavy,and discouraged right now. My family is ignoring me,and my social services region 10 person is saying as little as possible. I'm very lonely,and heavy with depression,and seem to be at a wall. I feel like if I died,the whole family would be relieved. Their love for me has come,and suddenly gone. They have their problems now,but they think of me as a burden,and added problem.

I come,and go through these severe mental health problems. I can't help it. It accelerated when I was a teenager about 40 years ago. I'll stop talking about it,because I don't want to drag anyone down. I almost committed suicide when I was about 37. I'm gone off the subject. I don't want to loose friends here too. BF