Hi Mom, It's so good to see you tonight.I'll PM you soon. I get my new laptop this weekend. I'm so sorry you have those terrible shocks. The meds really make us pay in one way or another. I'm so glad I'm off of Neurotinand Lyrica. I hated the weight gain. The first 30 is off and now starting on my second 30. Ill start swimming in a week and that should help get it off by end of summer. I went to a 'hormone' Dr. specializing in compouding hormones and will let you know what they find out. My health insurance raised to $700 a month from $200 for just me. My husband is on medicare. I, like you, don't qualify forSSD. I'm training two new women for our coffee business tomorrow. They are experienced cold callers. I'll PM you tomorrow, it's midnight and I'm going to try and go to sleep. I posted on the sleep question by 'Aint So BAD but, it's pretty awful to lay in bed for hours and hours and not be able to get to sleep every single night. Take care,loretta