I wonder if I can tell you that, although I haven't posted much and probably won't for awhile, I am still around and try to stay connected by daily lurking. I really miss everybody when I don't check in by spirit.

I wonder if I can tell you that me and my MS are not doing well. I wonder when and if there ever will come a time that even with all the knowledge I have about this disease, that when IT happens to me IT just boggles my mind.

I wonder if I can tell you that I feel like I'm having a funeral for part of my body and I'm in mourning.

I wonder if I can thank everyone for all your hugs and for allowing me to be part of your family here. I am constantly amazed at how strong everyone is as I see you confront, fight and win your battles.

I wonder if can tell you that, as I go back to my battle, I am winning it-if not on the outside, on the inside.

Bunches of hugs and doxie kisses to all of you.

Namaste,

Doxie