Do you ever just feel like you cant stay strong any more though... I feel like the fire was like my final braking point... I think everyone has one and i honestly belive this one was mine... I just am over whelmed... i feel sad and upset and i dont know how to make anything better... My doctor has giving up which is scary because i really thought he never would...I am just scared of this feeling I have that I dont know what more i can take... I keep putting off the epidural for fear it wouldnt work.. and low and beholded it didnt work... but its like i cant take many more blows... I am seeing a psychologist... it just seems like i am over whelmed i am sorry to come on the site and sound so down because i am typically not that way but really am... and no one in my family gets it... No one understands why i am hidning out upstairs in my cousins room since the fire we had to move in with my aunt and uncle and all i do is hide out in there... I just dont even want to be arround people any more... Again i am sorry to sounds so deppressed i know i am but... I just wanna be arround ppl that understand my pain... my feelings... I dont know sorry..