Originally Posted by prairiemary

I have been at NT for a month or so now, and I am soo happy that somehow I found this amazing place! I am still learning about computers, and still learning how to use threads, post,etc., I have most likely made alot of mistakes on here, but so far, I have not been told that I have done anything wrong! I have had many challenges in my life, I had really severe epilepsy as a child, I was physically and emotionally abused at home,became a teenage mom to a beautiful baby girl,raped,beaten,divorced,remarried,miscarried,ha d to start all over after we lost the farm,my house burned down(lost precious items),got severe Guillian-Barre syndrome 13 years ago,left with severe pain from nerve damage,lost a daughter to cancer 2002,a second accident left one limb paralysed,a bad fall last july with another concussion. This seems like alot, I guess that it is, but I am a very strong woman,and keep bouncing back, somehow.I have written a book, but that is where it ended, as I have NO IDEA what to do next, to try to get it published! Yes, I talk alot, I get teased about my lengthy emails,but emailing is my outlet, as I tend to keep alot deep inside, yet with emails, I let alot of it out. I am always available to listen, and help if I feel like I can. I live way out in the country, with a husband who wishes he had the guts to leave me-but says people would think badly of him if he left a disabled wife. No money for divorce, too move out, start over. I am unable to work, so was really counting on my book for a future income, but that does not look like it will happen, so instead,I live in sadness. See how long this is!? I guess I better end it! Thanks for listening to me, would love to hear from you! Oh,yes, my life does get busy with my 3 small dogs, they need me and give me back so much love!