How are things today, Holly? I know this is very hard for you but you'll have these memories of her.....just her and you together during these final days.....and nothing and nobody can take those from you.
I find that I cherish my memories of my Dad and the days we got to spend together. It was hard to think of them at first but they have become some of the most cherished of memories for me.
I consider myself blessed and so fortunate to have been the one there with him as he left this world and entered another. As sad as that sounds it actually gave me peace knowing that he was safely in the arms of his Lord and I was there with him during that moment.
I hope you're doing okay today....just know that there's lots of us praying for you and Gramdma.