Oh Mari, I wish I could make it all better, but the best I can do is offer my shoudler to lean on and a big hug. You do really well in spite of the sleep challenges you face. Don't be hard on yourself for needing time off after what's going on at work with the funerals coming up, I would need time off too and not sure I could go to the funerals myself.

It has to be hard. My deepest sympathy to you with all you're dealing with.