Thanks everyone, you have given me the Much needed support & Great idea's to check into! I really do need some quiet time..

My Biggest issue is of course the GUILTY feelings....I feel guilt for getting angry, guilt for not caring for myself, guilt for not giving my DH the attention I would like to give him before her goes to war again for a year,,,guilt for not taking time with my kids.....or friends....

So I need to find a way to deal with that! If I could do just that, I would make everyones life happier, including mine....So,,,,who out there knows how I can accomplish that?

ALL suggestions will be appreciated, even simple ones...cause I forget things & will try just about anything!

I do hope & Pray for all you GREAT, Kind people, that all your pains & sadness will leave you alone. I feel so much love in these forums....Thank you all!