(((((Chemar)))))

You know what, I have never been able to forgive myself.... Dont know.... I just keep thining, what if instead of this I have done this... why I did this... why I didnt listen to God... why was I this stupid.... etc, etc, etc... and Im angry against me all the time... I even hate to look at me in a mirror...



(((((Mistiis)))))

Aw, I do exactly the opossite... In 2006 and 2007, I was truly blessed by God, and I kept thanking him, praying, etc... but you know what, when something wrong or bad happen to me, I just feel like He simpy forgot about me... And in difficult times, I even have trouble praying... I feel He is not listening me....