Hi Toto,
So sorry to hear about everything that you are going through right now!!

I really hope things start improving for you real soon and please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers and if you ever need anyone to talk to, I am here for you!!!
Take care of yourself and feel free to vent all you like here - that is what the forum is for and we do understand some of what you are going through and will try and help you the best we can!!
Alison.