My family knows that he is not safe to be around. I just don't understand why they allow him to come. I mean I know that he is my sister's grandpa and that he is family to her but he is not very good news for anyone. The last time he was here he kept begging me to go out dancing with him and to go out to dinner with him. I knew that he would do something more if I gave him the chance to, but I didn't. I just kept away from him. Every time he showed up to our house I took off and didn't come home until he was gone. I spent a few nights out in my car parked along side the road because of this. Every since then he keeps sending me letters telling me how much he loves me and how much he wants me for his own. I just don't like this man. He has a sick mind!! I know if I see him I will just hurt myself. I don't want to do this so I've been staying away from my sister's house. I keep praying that he would just leave but he is still here.

I wish I could see my therapist eariler than Thursday. I am just so stressed out it isn't funny.
Wish