I'm sorry to say, I think your sports career (should be) over.
If you value your life at all.

There are those of us here, with just one "head hit", (and if you read up on it, another one surely follows, just because you've had one) NOT because you're a sports star!

I'm (was) a working man, got head hits by putting on over 2 mil. miles driving so far.
That's a lot. Risky as sports, especially "heading" a ball.

I've heard talk that that is going to be banned.
It's just too harmful.

How are you gonna feel when you're my age? 53?
You've already felt what it's like, you want more?

Four years ago you had it bad. And,, now you're back.
Do you think it's gonna get better? Fast? 100%?
If so, you have high aspirations.

I truly hope, that you do regain 100%, I'd be happy with whatever you're happy with.
What I wouldn't be happy with, is seeing you out on a field again.

Sorry I'm being tough on you. (I"m doing it purposely)
Look at the Helpful Links at the top of this page.
Then, you decide, if going out on the field is worth what most of us around here go through daily, what you're going through daily.
There' no guarantee you'll get better now. You may get worse.

See a good neurologist, and get scanned.
Read those links!
Study!
(As much as you can concentrate right now).
And, I'd even advise wearing a hockey helmet for the next month or two!

This is nothing to "be cool" about!

You're injured, perhaps permanently.
Please, take it serious!

(You're younger than my children, that's why I get "agitated" and "alarmed".)
See, I'm acting out on you, and, truly,
I wish you the best!
A full recovery!

One never knows.
Please, be careful.

Pete
asb

PM me if you wish.