You are amazing! You did a good thing to take this wonderful woman into your home in her hour of need, and didnt pass her off onto the care of others. You kept her close to your home, your heart, and your faith. You allowed her to pass with dignity, and grace. Thank you for not sending her away to be surrounded by stangers during her last days here on this earth. Please know that God does things in his time, for his reasons, and we need to trust that he will do what is best for all of his children. He loves us all, and doesnt want to see anyone suffer or in pain, but sometimes tough or rough roads teach us lessons that cannot be learned from smooth sailing. I am sorry for your loss. Grandma's are special, and she will live in your heart forever.