Aw, Jappy, that bites.

No point in making a big decision when you're feeling high-strung. You know the drill, get over this hump and then think about it.
Are you satisfied with this KY neruo? I'm sure he's not the only one available to you and it may be worthwhile to consider others. But, again, after you feel a bit better.
I've missed you around here, please give yourself time to snap out of this one so you can come back and bake me some pies.