Thanks everyone for your thoughts on my problem.

You are right it is my decision, my body, that is why I haven't been on
any of the meds since they came out. I didn't want to.
The neuro I had in NJ was great he never tried to push me into the way
he was thinking. Always let me decide for myself after I checked everything
out about the treatment.

Even when I had a flare he would wait to see how things would go
before he would give me steriods. Most of the time my body claimed itself
without the drug.

I am going to give it much thought and have been talking with my
family, but I seem to be leaning towards not to do it.

I feel I have had the best med I could get, that is my Faith. It has
helped for 25 yrs. As a lot of you have said that STRESS is one of our
worst enemies.

Since the move I have been under a lot of that. But, before moving
had 3yrs. of my DH fighting cancer then passing away in 2006. Then after
that it was nothing but a lot of stress. The neuro gave me a script for
Elavil this time to see if that will help with the stress and another for the
nerve pain that I have been having.

I am going to take one day at a time. Thank You everyone for letting
me let everything out, because you are the only ones that know how I
really feel because of how we share something so horrible.

CINDY---when I get my new kitchen done, I will start experimenting
on some new pies.

Jappy