Oh, I do tell her EVERYTHING, mostly it is all normal she says and it's okay, it is phases you go through like when you deal with a death, only with death there is closure.

I have a problem with NO closure. Plus the PTSD and being BP II and all the other fun stuff in my life, I don't know if I am coming or going half the time.

Plus I am leaving or losing things lately, like leaving my keys in the mailbox, DUH, my mom asks for a soda, I get it, put a straw in it for her, then leave it on the counter and walk away, she laughs, but I am like, OMG why did I do that.

The New Year is coming and it's going to be better for all of us!!! I have faith, we will get through everything together.

Nikko