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Originally Posted by Jen29
Hi my name is Jen, and have been struggling with suicidal thoughts and ideation for years. But lately it's been worse. I know what people say about suicide, and I know the stigma that goes along with it. I just want people to know that I don't know what happens afterwards, but I don't know how much longer I can take it. I am hopeless and helpless, and don't want to end up back in the hospital for over the 30th time.
My 30th Birthday is coming soon, and I can't wait till I get out of my 20s. My 20s and teens have been hell for me, i just hope my 30s will be better.
Thanks for listening,
Jen
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Hi Jen, Very pleased to meet you
I am so sorry that you have had such a hard time! I can relate a bit......My younger years were horrible for me, I "attempted" many times,,,like you......It's a horrid way to live.
Please know that it DOES get better,,perhaps as you said, now that you are out of your 20's,,you can get thru things better? I for one urge you to keep trying! PLEASE?? You are most likely a WONDERFUL person with so much to offer!
How sad it would be to give up!
These forums are filled with others like us...I will pray for you my dear!