I just wanted to let everyone know that I appreciate your comments and will think them over. you have all been so nice to a person you don't even know. I don't know if I am worth this much, cause I certainly don't feel it. I feel dull and boring, and of corse worthless. i feel like a piece of crap that isn't worth anyone's time.
I don't mean to be such a downer...I just am saying what am feeling. I hate myself, and have to find someway to fix it or something bad is going to happen...i can feel it. I don't know the first step or what I should even be doing. I know that something has to happen, I just don't know what.