My grandmother was the sweetest person on the face of the earth. She didn't deserve to go the way she went. She went so fast because of the cancer. Six weeks to the day of diagnosis she died. How fair is that? I want to be with her. I want to really feel her hug me and wipe my tears away. I want her to tell me everything is going to be ok. But that's not going to happen. Things are not going to be ok. I need/want to be with her now. I miss her so much it hurts.