Goodmorning Jen, I'm so happy you are still here with us! Rough nites S$#K! The days are sometimes easier.....My sis also has a Favorite Bridge in mind,,,,

Most of my family from Mom down to her grandkids are afflicted with this horrible condition! We haven't lost anyone yet....but many attempts by all of us! Could be genetics??? I truely believe this is a Medical condition, but because it is sooo personal, some people think it's all in ya head!....It goes hand-n-hand but it is a Medical Condition.....NOT Your fault,,,,You did Nothing Wrong....Yes, Unfair as hell, but it's there....

Tell us about yourself! What do you do for fun? What makes You SMILE???
Gardening makes me SMILE, Pets, fish,,,Beautiful, Sweet smelling flowers, CHOCOLATE!

Also,,,I NEED to share this with you...I have no idea what, or if you Believe in,,,,God, Christ, Buddha, Allah, nothing,???? It does not matter to me, For me it is Christ! My hubby...Allah, Best friend...Nothing, Best Doctor EVER...Buddha...........
But this is what someone told me at my weakest time: They PROMISED,,,if I read the BIBLE every day, even just one sentence a day,,,each day my life would get better....
I could not read well after my accident, never mind understand what I read....BUT THEY WERE RIGHT!!!!! Each day I just starting feeling better...here I am 9 years later, a Broken body but a Happy Soul!!!