Hi first I am so sorry. I understand not knowing what the right choice in treatment or health direction is. I was going to make a post about that. I am glad you trust your doctor but do you think it may be good to get another opinion? I have no idea but I am big on more then one though it does come with a lot of confusion. I have also been suggested the temp scs and am back and forth hundred times. People think my thought process is off to me it is just that it can help but it can come with problems too. I am sorry I am not much help. Just know that if you need a friend I am here to listen. You can email me anytime. I have my mom but other then that and a few amazing people I have met here my support is small. It does make things like this harder to face. Many thoughts and all the feelings you are having are normal though crappy.