I'm so sorry you having to go thru all this. I also had my house burn down on my 27th birthday. (it is thought that my soon to be x set it). I lost everything but my son and my John Denver tshirt. Luckly, insurance helped me put my ouse back, but with a lot less then I had when I started. I've also had 2 scs inplanted. I am not having another one put in. I was looking to a pain pump (drs don't want to do that, I guess they don't get as much money ), but now that I've discovered Opana ER I've put that thought on hold. My 2 daughters need breast reduction, but like you they don't want to rush into it. I wish I could give you some advice, but I can't. take time and think it thru and you will make the right decision.

Hugs
Mary