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Old 05-13-2009, 02:48 PM
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Originally Posted by Curious View Post
Nikki, you need allow yourself to feel good. It is ok. You can smile and be happy.

You are not dishonoring your dad's memory by not grieving 24/7. It all takes time.

Maybe I said that wrong? I do have happy times in my life... the kids, friends, family.. I surround myself in their love. We do laugh, have good times.

What I am trying to say is I can't let in the happy memories of Dad, of our lives together. It just hurts too much. It is when I think of all we had, that all I lost is too overwhelming. It is when the darker thoughts come. So I push back the happy times, so I don't have to feel so consumed in the loss. Does that make sense to anyone but me?
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