((Lara)) Once again... thank you.

I didn't have any "problems" with depression until after Dad's suicide, life altering events often trigger chemical problems - low serotonin. I do wonder about Dad, obvisouly he was depressed. I am determined to not do as he did, I wont try to fight alone. I don't want to just win battles here and there, I want to win the war!

I do have open communication with my doctor. He sees me on a regular basis, I am blessed in that I have a doctor who truly cares. Not everyone is so fortunate. Tragic.... *sigh

Thanks again, food for thought.... and you are right, I WILL claw my way out, until then, I will just keep swimming...