i had surgery last year in april - my recovery has been awaful - i still dont feel recovered and i wish id never had the surgery! i have had just so many problems and the effect on me and my life is just huge - ive not been able to go back to work since the surgery and dont thinkn my work will ever have me back now!

i hope things get better for you - im tired of all this now - i wish every day i could turn back the clock and never have the surgery