I understand. After all of these years that I've been suffering from these mental Health Issues,I've been through lots of derogatory experiences that where just not necessary. I've mentioned alot of them on other threads. They have made so many mistakes. Mistakes,Mistakes,and more mistakes.

When I go to a P/doc now,I go in there with my guard up. I don't swallow everything hook,line,and sinker that they tell me. I judge what they say,and throw some of what they say out. I object to some of what they say,and try to get them on track.

I spark with them sometimes,and wonder why this never changes. I realize that they just don't understand the complexity of these issues. I don't spark,when they don't force what they are saying,and I will disaggree with them sometimes.

I seem to get angry at these people who are suppose to help us. Not all of them. Just some of them. I just wish that they would listen,and try to understand. BF