That sounds like alot of frustration. The Swine flu,the earthquake,and being lonely.
I understand lonelyness. Please be patient,and give this heartache to the Lord. Ask Him to help you. He may be preparing you,and your future husband.
..............................In His time..................................
..............................Patience............ ........................
I hope that you find a nice guy,and maybe he is in your path to meet. The Lord has everything in motion,timing,and events. Sometimes a man has to be seasoned,to be mature.
When I say seasoned,I'm not talking about decades down the road,but maybe a few years.
You have such a nice personality,and you deserve a nice boy friend. When the time is right,I hope that you have a husband,that will treat you with respect,and true love. BF