Patience, Xmas, is the key. And the hardest thing to come by at first. As you learn though, you will come to "adjust" your attitude to MG and accept some limitations, although as your understanding grows and you get more familiar with how MG affects YOU (it's different for everyone) you'll also learn how to control it better so you can be on a more even keel. I love the way you vented, and then changed the tone so quick! When I vent it usually ends with some whiney little line at the end.

Hang in there! We're all here and pulling for you!