i removed my earlier post because i felt horrible about it even though it was sadly accurate. and right now everything i can think of to say just sounds stupid.

maybe because in the present tense i don't do a whole lot of self-nurturing. things i think of to do i either don't or can't. and it isn't always up to me.

a klondike bar sounds good about now. haven't had one in over a decade.

i cleaned part of my plant which is dying. that is i dusted some of its leaves. yeah, i know, that's nurturing the plant, not me, huh? well that's as good as it gets. and it likely won't help it not die. there's a lighting/positioning issue which i have no control over.

waves