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Old 05-23-2009, 09:12 PM
Jen29 Jen29 is offline
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Jen29 Jen29 is offline
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Smirk How am I doing?
Hey everyone. Thanks for all your support for the past few weeks. I ended up going into the hospital for 5 days. They switched a few meds around, and things seem to be ok. Yesterday was my 30th Birthday and today my oldest nephew graduated from High School. So, I have been keeping very busy. Now I have Sunday to rest...thank goodness. I can't wait to rest and catch up on sleep.
I just want to thank everyone who thought of me and prayed for me during my time of need. I was really scared that I was going to do something to myself, or really hurt myself. I would lay in bed at night and listen to relaxing music, and all I could think about was a way out, a way to end it all. It was scaring me so bad, that I had to take action, and it was either the hospital or suicide. I choose the hospital this time, I just hope the next time I will be able to keep the thoughts at bay. For now I am doing ok. I have my PTSD moments and I hate them, but am slowly learning from them. I haven't hut myself in a while. I did in the hospital but they didn't notice so nothing was said or done about it.
Thanks again for all your support.
With all my love and support to you all. Huggs
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