Dew,

As you may know, I went to see the new Star Trek movie in IMAX on Sat. Show we went for, sold out. Waited a few hours, lots of standing, walking up an "endless ramp", then waiting in line. The movie was so intense, OMLord all those effects, and sound. I find that dreams can be just like that, SO REALISTIC, and I of course have been there too, (funny I didn't see you) , but, it seems to me, and I'm no sleep doctor, but DREAMS, can be a real Energy drain, and, while doing that, cause "exercise" or strain, to our bodies. (Depending on the dream, of course).

I could barely move yesterday.
I'm still stiff in the quads/calves and arms/shoulders/neck, today.

I do believe that dreams do this.

Also,
I think you're dealing with the "titrate" effect, (for lack of a better term) of Opana.
It's time for them to raise it, hmm, how coincidental that they know it's a month?
I hate to predict, that this will happen all over again for you.

As we all know, there is No Pill, Injection, or Procedure that will Cure us of the Pain.

All we can do, is "knock it down" some, the best we can, and "Manage" it..

Anyone who is looking in a Pill bottle for to be "Pain Free", is like looking in a wishing well.

I could take a thousand mg. of methadone, and I'd be pain free, for a while.
For a while, being the keywords.

DEW,
I'm so sorry. You've had a good month. And, you're going to get a lot more!
I'm sorry that the pain came rushing back!
Although, it gave you warning, on a day off. Not while at your sister's, etc., that it can still take an upper hand, with your body.

You're right, it's a very reflective day, and I get those kind of "dreams" too.
Trapped within. Missing loved ones there, guiding us to where? Home?
I'm ready.

You are a very "Feeling" person. Nobody around you, would change that, and I doubt you would, for all the Opana in the world!

That's why you''re so beloved!

Pete
Asb