getting past that initial 'why me?im a good person' feeling is the hard part. not that it gets a whole lot easier after, but if you remember nothing else about MS, remember this....MS does not mean what it used to. it does not mean your life is over. it just means some changes are in your future. wether you go with conventional meds or alternative treatments there are way more options for you to consider than there were just 10 years ago. search the forums for whats available,ask whats out there. dont be afraid of asking a stupid question. the only stupid question is the one you didnt ask.theres loads of people on these boards to talk to and pretty much all of them have been through 'limbo-land' too.