Hello and welcome to NT. There are a lot of wonderful people on here with great advice. I like your attitude. Once I accepted my RSD (fullbody with organ involment) things started to fall in place. As long as I feel good enough I volunteer. It gives me a feeling of acomplishment and being needed.
I noticed you are from Cinti. I live about 40 miles north of Cinti.
I look forward to hearing more from you.
Take care