[QUOTE=paula_w;516176]As for the state of the board, it is what each individual makes it. if you don't post, well......

excuse me but my doctor actually mentioned a feeding tube yesterday. board posts quickly go into a minor priority but i know everyone isn't where i am. this illness becomes a monster. /QUOTE]

At 100 pounds and still losing, I am sad and startled by this, Paula, but grateful for your candor. I have learned so much from your posts...thank you. I know you already have lots of friends here but want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers too.