Tomorrow the nurse is supposed to come over to teach me
how to give myself the Rebif shot.

I am now starting to think twice about taking it. I have been
feeling better or think I am.

I am really so messed up with what to do. Everything has been
delivered to the house. One minute I feel I need some more time to decide
what to do the next I am going for it.

My family wishes that I wait for one month and see how I feel after
that. Then I start thinking the ms my not agree with me and then it
might. So mixed up

Wish there was some way that we could predict the future

(that really is a joke and confused mind)

When tomorrow comes I know I am going to have to make some kind
of decision.

Thanks for listening to my mixed up mind !!!!

Jappy