So we mounted the heavy bag out back on the porch where the ONLY WOOD IN THE APARTMENT is...And When Jack was up in the attic, well LOOKING INTO The attic he said he saw sunlight in places because it's so cheaply made. 3/4" freakin' plywood and metal girders that look weak to him...It never would have held the bag. It would have brought the ceiling down. And that makes us nervous over Huricane season, if we get hit while living here it's going to be simply awful, we'll lose our stuff because the roof will fly off this place!

As for the contest, once Jackie falls asleep I am going to color my hair so it has the night to rest, I don't want to do it in the morning and then do the video, because I dye my hair dark and there will be dark spots on my forehead and what not. I wish I could pin down what song I want to do. I might end up doing two, there is no limit on how many you can do they said. I have it down to three choices, and leaning towards the one Mari Liked, "All I want is Everything" or one I truly love called "When Love & Hate Collide" or one other one that is kinda sexual, not sure I could do it...

What worries me is people's reactions to it, I have had a youtube acct for years and never posted a single video, now I think I'll be posting two. I don't want to get told I'm too old to do this, but I think that is inevitable and WILL happen. Just need to thicken my skin so it won't hurt as much. I really want to win tickets, we hope they would give us three so Jackie and Jack could come because I can't go alone and we do NOT have a baby sitter of any kind.

Oh well, still fun to dream about winning, if they were only picking ONE winner I doubt it would be me, but they are picking TEN winners, so that makes me think I DO have a shot at this. I wouldn't do it otherwise you know?