david what can i say but that i am so sorry for leaving you alone in the hospital with an aide who didn't do her job...i kept you safe and loved for 24 yrs. why didn't i follow my instincts that she was not listening to me when i told her how to care for you while i went to the bathroom....i will regret that decision for the rest of my life...due to her neglegience you jumped out of the bed and fractured your hip leading to another surgery for you.the first surgery was such a success. you would finally be out of some of the pain you were in for so long..it took alot of faith to get the ileostomy surgery. but it worked. why did they let you lay flat on your back after the surgery when i wasn't there???? this caused you to get phemonia... which in the end was what caused you to leave me...if i could only take one day back it would be that one...i miss you so much..my heart and soul has been taken away from me. you were born on christmas day...you are and always will be my special angel..how do i go from taking care of you 24/7 to you being gone??? you are my reason for being and my life will never be complete again. i am so glad that i was with you and had you in my arms while looking into your sparkling eyes when you left...i wish i knew you were ok..send me a sign please.. i love you today tommorrow and yesterday....linda (your sister/god-mother/guardian/and my everything...