Yeah, I'd like to do little whimsical things like go outside without my cane, and just walk across the yard as though it were a normal thing to do.

The other day it hit me like a piano falling out of a building that I can't carry babies any more. I don't mean HAVE a baby...I mean I would dare try to lug a baby around. Holding a baby in one arm wouldn't be safe, and holding her with two arms would leave no arm left for a cane. I would have to sit down and let someone hand me the baby. WAAAAAAHHHHHH!