Moonstar,

Your posting just breaks my heart. I am so sorry that you had to go through your loss.

I pray that in time you can let go of the guilt. It sounds to me as if you gave so much love to your David, and who could ask for anything more.

Some people are on this earth for 80+ years and don't ever feel the love and tenderness that you gave to David.

Seems that you were both blessed to have had each other.

With warm regards and thoughts,
Judy