Hello and WELCOME!!!
I'm sorry to hear what you are going through...
I can only suggest that you be VERY open with your Psychiatrist and let him know EXACTLY how you are feeling. Don't hold back but don't exagerate either. You don't want under medicated or treatment nor over medicated or treatment.
I wish you the best.

Abbie
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