last night slept with kitchen door unknowingly ajar... and we have these trees outside which perfume at night heavily... which i am allergic too. so i awoke with full blown reaction, stuffy painful nose sinuses, burning eyes throat, and cough. plus my back had got chilled or something. so, achey vertebrae especially cervical area plus cervical & sinus headache combined.

then i got two text messages which reaaaallly set me off regarding my current hopeless social circumstances. i went numb for about 15 mins then "came to" and bawled for about a half hour. so much for beginning the day with a friendly voice (Rush, The Spirit of Radio).

so i started the day with coffee and a plethora of medications in high doses. after crying bout, watched 2 murder she wrote reruns, one of which i had not seen. aunt called right when they were wrapping up so i don't even know the ending. then i started zoning out and went back to bed with a hot water bottle under my back.

i am pre-menstrual right now too and aside from migraines (i don't have one of those! thank goodness) i've noticed other times i've had backaches and stuff i've blamed on getting chilled... has anybody else noticed increase in backache/cervical headaches at that time?

now, i just woke up again. i would need to go pick up a sterile sample beaker for my labs from the pharmacy (just downstairs) if i am to go do my labs tomorrow, but it's raining - by local definition - cats and dogs. this rain is minimal to moderate by what i grew up with, and i don't mind rain normally, but i am still achey and just generally grumpy and don't want to dress or go outside for whatever reason let alone get wet.

i think i will probably have to do dishes after dinner and am already not up for it.

~ waves ~