One of my problems is that we see the same doctors. I have confided in one and it turned around to bite me in the butt. Basically, how dare I say anything about him. I called the doctors office after and let him hear about it. If you can't trust your doctor to speak to what do you do??? My obgyn is someone I have dealt with for 16 years. I am due to see her and think I'll ask her advise.

Yes, he is a bully. I get sick of being sweet so as not to cause and issue. He hasn't ever hit me, it is just the crap. Typical bully. I do love him but we are having business and financial issues like many others.

My daughter Ryann is home from college. When I try to explain the situation, she doesn't want to hear it. I told her that she better get used to it because her brothers have to deal with it and I want her to be aware. Not burden her.

The baby (6) doesn't notice a thing. I think when business picks up it will be ok. I'm just waiting for the light at the end of the tunnel.

Thanks for listening. Linda