Hi. It is ok to vent as it helps sometimes. I can't say I got a lot sleep just not up to writing much I guess. I do know for me with my past and current I am surrounded by people with problems in one way or another. I think everyone deals with problems in different ways. I know for me I have to work on my outlook as I often am a Debbie downer where as some I know can have such a hard fight but have such a positive outlook. Sometimes I do feel that the way one looks at things can change the outcome. Of course certain things like pain or illness one can't "will" themselves to get better through. I have no idea if I am making sense.