Manda ! Sweetheart !! Are you my twin ??

I have felt exactly the same... (You can read my old posts), so, I understand your sadness, your worries...
David (as always) has explained things perfectly and beautifully...

Manda, give yourself another chance.. Another chance to live, to enjoy, to laugh... Tomorrow comes and is full of new things... Some of those things might be nice

If not tomorrow, the next day, or the next one... Just give time to time... Believe it or not, time heals

Try to live second by second...
About people leaving... Oh yeah... I have felt that too... Like everybody forgeting about me and traicioning me

but, but, BUT ! Wait... Some leave, but new ones arrive to fill our lives
Take care and come talk to us.
And, do you take any medicines for depression ? They help