Thank you so much for the kind words This has been an incredible experience for me. I feel like I've finally found people that support me. Truly support me. Not just people who nod their heads so as not to postpone the rest of the conversation.

Will keep you guys updated on how the first day at work goes.

I have a question that I need comfort on--the people I have pushed away because of my recent inability to deal with my issues...do you think there's a chance of mending these relationships? I feel like I have to "clear my name" and show I'm not completely crazy. I know that I need to do it for myself, but do you think people can gain back the respect and love they once had for me? Or maybe I'm overreacting and thinking everyone hates me when really they don't? Before I get into a circle of thoughts, I'm going to end this.....

Much love.