Thank you for the response. It's hard for me because I know the break up was meant to happen, but the OCD doesn't let me let go of it. I get locked inside of my head with my thoughts and seriously almost think myself to death. When I can't find the answers to my questions, like "What is he thinking? What is he doing right now? He's probably happy with her, isn't he?" it drives me crazy and the only way I can make it stop is by either hitting my head with my hands or thinking about ending it all.

My friends think it's just "Manda, you'll meet someone new, who cares?" but it's more than that too. It's me not being able to let go of things. I'm trying hard to though because I honestly can't function.

I'm glad that your patience paid off in finding someone. That gives me so much hope