I'm so sorry that you don't feel "good"
I remember when I used to wake up singing every morning (honestly!)
Now I wake up and moan and groan and stretch and test joints and muscles, and I look in the mirror and wonder why I always look like I am -tired/angry/disgusted/depressed/old! (pick one!)
I've decided to go with overweight cause I can do something about that when it comes to the aches and pains, and sunexposure rather than age cause I can accept those frown lines and wrinkles if I blame them on squinting at the sun!!
I wish you more joyous days and less pain, more days of feeling like the 'jack in the box' rather than the drain circling!