BTY...
Wish I could make it all better for ya...

Before I get out of bed in the morning, I thank the universe for another day, and for all of the people in my life that have shown me love. Then I get up and test the balance/creaky joints, etc. Sometimes the crummy sxs overshadow the gratitude I felt before arising...but at least I start the day in a positive mode...
yeah, it sometimes is downhill from there, but sometimes the positive attitude overcomes any MS crud.
Probably sounds kind of New Agey, but it helps me...and sometimes, just a good cry helps even more...