Hey Bobber,
You're gonna do just fine.
It IS a change of life.
I'm not going to bore with my story now,( I'll be 53 soon, and had this since 83) but, you will find some peace, and you'll have bad, and better days.
Your "scale" of good and bad may change.

But, if you have the faith you say you do, I think that is very important, you will become a "Savant".
Look towards your God.
He WILL guide you!

Anything I can do, PM me? Please!

Pete
Asb