Oh BJ, you're so right, it does come flooding back like in currents. I'm so sorry for your loss, I am an only child so I never knew what it was like to have any siblings but my mom was one of five, so I kinda got some idea and I can't imagine how awful it would be for Mom to lose one of her brothers. Bless your grieving heart. Take care of yourself BJ. If you need to talk we're here for you.

I am feeling better today, woke up feeling much better, not sure why, but last night I was so sad, today I feel kinda just there, bored and tired of NOT writing. Decided to listen to some OLD Def Leppard too, maybe that has some effect, this album I got on now always made me smile.